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Diva Search Blog By Ashley June
21, 2006 So today is Wednesday and Ive just arrived here in L.A. Im at the Ritz hotel and its absolutely gorgeous. Im so excited to be here and Ive been thinking a lot about how nervous these girls must be because I remember how nervous I was when I first arrived in L.A. Tomorrow is the big day when theyre all going to get to see each other and meet us, of course. I know that day for me was particularly nerve-racking because the moment that I stepped foot off that elevator onto the ground floor of the hotel and saw 100 long-legged, beautiful, drop-dead gorgeous girls running around all in one place, I got on the phone like to my guy friends from back home and was like yo, you would die if you were here, I didnt know what I am doing here this might not go as planned. I remember I was just dumbfounded. I couldnt believe there were so many hot chicks there. You dont feel as big and confident and strong as you do when you walk in that door, youre not going to feel that strong confidence, but what Im telling the girls is dont let it trip you up because I felt the same way, and look where I am now. And who knows, I didnt think when I walked in that door the first day of the casting that I was going to win the competition. I didnt think I was going to get chosen for the top eight, and I almost didnt, but the slightest thing can change a mind. Jonathan Coachman said it last year, I didnt almost make the first cuts, and when I came back the second day, they decided they loved me. It just goes to show you that you should be yourself, be natural, have fun with it and dont get discouraged because I know how its going to feel walking in that first day. Casting is pretty brutal; they want to make sure that you can do this. I feel for them, but Ill be there cheering them on and scrutinizing people, I will be scrutinizing, trust me. TUESDAY, JUNE 20 |