First
Confessional:
So we just finished
up with the obstacle course and it was a
little bit harder than I thought it was
gonna be, but it went really really good.
I had so much fun out there. A lot more
nerve wracking then it was during
rehersal, only because the audience was
cheering and stuff. It pumped me up. When
I stepped out there I saw a couple fans
holding up signs that said my name and I
was almost like fell over, I couldn't
believe it. It was so cool to have people
supporting me and cheering me on. And
honestly it made me work harder and it's
so cool to have you guys out there. And
the emails I've been getting and keep
writing guys like for real it's so
awesome to hear from you and it's like
totally keeping me strong in this
competition. I'm gonna try and make you
proud.
Second Confessional:
Hey what's up guys? We just finished up
and it felt really good to be out there.
I definately have a long way to go, I
have the most utmost respect for everyone
in here, all these wrestlers. I mean it
takes years and so much time and so much
training and i've only just begun my
training so all I can do is keep plugging
away for you guys. I really really wanna
show you how badly I want it. And you
know, hopefully it works out well and I
can continue, you know showing you guys
how much i'll put in and how dedicated i'll
be. I love hearing from you guys; like
today I was given a piece of paper that
was a printed out from a fansite that
someone made for me (that was me, when I gave her the print-out of ashley-revealed.com) and i'm
floored! I can't believe it, a fansite.
It was just so crazy, i'm so stoked about
it. It was really awesome to you know
have such positive feedback.
Third Confessional:
My Movie Double: Hmm let's see..
I like Elisha Cuthbert cause you know she's
the star of my favorite show 24! And like
you know, maybe her. She looks like me,
blonde hair, I don't know.
Funny way to my heart: Usually I
like when people make me laugh. I like
down to earth real people. I HATE cocky,
arrogant people. Like I can't stand when
a guy like you know, 'Hey, you should be
talking to me.' Like I totally always go
for the guy that like, is just himself
and just cool and normal and like doesn't
put on an act and you know maybe says
something funny; that always attracts my
attention.
My First Kiss: My first kiss was
nasty! It was with the cutest boy in
school and we were in eigth grade. We
just started going out and you know
holding hands and whatnot. And I went to
the park and he met me up there on his
bike. We were both sitting down eating
McDonald's and i'm with the boy I like so
i'm not shovelling abig mac in my face. I'm
like you know, maybe taking a french fry.
This kid's chowing down his big mac,
super cute boy and everything but he
finished his food and decided this was
the time our first kiss was gonna happen.
So he kissed me and I remember it being
so incredibly awful and I thought like I
will never do this again, ever! So that
was it, it was nasty McDonald kiss. Ugh,
god I still remember.
Fourth Confessional:
Okay, we just finished up and
unfortunately Simona was voted off. But
every week somebody has to go, it was sad
to see her go. Um, I wasn't totally
expecting it but you know, you never know.
Cameron wanted to vote me off and that
was messed up but it's okay because I
actually picked her also. And I think
that I have good reason as well, at least
some of the people i'm still friends with
thought the same way. But you know i'm
not mad at her, we're still cool, she's
still my girl. Cause like I said she
picked me although I don't think her
reason was that good. Between you and me.
Fifth Confessional:
Alright guys we just finished the hot dog
eating contest and I did not win. I had a
dry mouth from the start and it didn't
help with the dry bread. I was chewing
and chewing and it didn't go down as
smoothly as it did for Leyla and Summer.
BUT if you look closely they dipped it in
water. It's not fair, it's not fair. They
cheated, I should have won. So anyway,
onto other topics; Cameron left us
tonight and I called it last week just
for the record. But she's probably one of
the nicest girls i've ever met in my life
and i'm not just saying that. She really
is super nice and it was sad, she was
crying and it was sad to see her go. But,
one by one your going to get picked off
and hopefully it won't be me. So vote
bitches!
Sixth Confessional:
Man I got so much adrenaline pumping
through my body right now! It is hard to
sit here and talk to you guys, cause I'm
so pumped. But man I'm in the final four
right now and I am NOT going home. Please,
please for the love of god don't send me
home! I want this worse than anybody and
tonight Elisabeth got one on me. She got
one on me, what am I gonna do? But next
time it's on, it is on!Seventh Confessional:
AAAAAH!! Can you believe it? I am in the
final three. I'm in the final three guys.
Listen, no matter what happens tonight, I
hope you guys understand one thing; that
i'm the one who has the fire, i'm the one
that has the passion. Bikini boot camp,
the joust, the pie in the face - whatever
BRING IT ON, I am here to stay guys, I am
here to stay. And I wasn't kidding, you
guys better call me. Hit me up, I wanna
talk to you, I want to say thank you for
you putting me in this seat right here.
And bringing me to the final three. I
will see you guys next week. Thank you so
much! WOOOOOOO!
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