Wow. Well I just got home from PA. Wow, I can't believe what a ruckus I caused over telling yall about the car wreck, I never realized how many people would even care. You guys really are f'ing amazing. Thanks so much for all the kind words. I was kinda just going through the course of what I've been up to and mentioned it because it was well, kinda a big deal for me, and you know how I always vent on this thing. but I had no idea you all would care so much and reach out the way you did. You guys really are so f'ing cool and I'm lucky to have you. Thank you again so much. Now, onto Raw on Mon. Holy ..$ bugged when Jeff came out. I was flipping out. It was so awesome to see him in a WWE ring again and kicking ass. I absolutely loved it and am so happy he's back. Matt was laughing cuz I was so excited, he said I'm like a lil kid. I mean he's just as happy as I am, I just have a tendancy to be extremely vocal about it. :op Well, anyway, PA was great. I'm going to bed soon, just wanted to stop in and say goodnite to my myspacebuds. Friggin love you guys, you have no idea. When I got home and read all your messages about the car accident, wow, it just hit me and it was so nice. I love you guys. End of f'ing stoy. K no more cussing. When I get emotional, happy or angry I tend to use the word alot. Bad habit. K done. Talk to you tom. xoxoxoxox ash post song- a pain that i'm used to- depeche mode OR buried myself alive- the used - normally i dont do 2 but i had to edit this blog and add because it just came on while i was typing and damn...its still one of my favorite songs of all time. sometimes when a band puts out their first single it gets played out and some of the other songs that dont make a single are even better if not equal and end up being my faves. but it just came on and i had to add. one of the best songs by the used by far. i just never get sick of it. if you dont listen to the songs i post, do it this once. it gives me goosebumps. k bye for reals