Whoa so much to catch up on...been crazy over here First off- God yes I'm terribly sad about Trish's departure. She was the first person to take me under her wing here and help me out. She truly is one the coolest, funniest, down to earth, nicest people I have ever met, and talented? I mean, shes an inspiration to everyone I think. So, heck yeah, I'm sad shes leaving. However, I want Trish to be happy in anything she does and she gave us all years of entertainment, blood, sweat and tears, and all we can do is wish her well and hope she stays happy and look forward to possibly seeing her again in the future. She deserve all the happiness in the world. Ok, next VMAS- SICK. Had the best time ever...I'll ellaborate more later but I met a bunch of cool people and it was fun. Lillian and I had a blast. I hear there are some vid clips of us so check em out, pretty funny. Ummm ok About the picture I had posted. Now unfortunately I was away on the road so I didnt get to see the etent of the turmoil but heres what I have to say about that. Get over it. Ha. I take 2 weeks of my life to visit troops in Kuwait and Saudi, of both nationalities, not just American soldiers, we visited Kuwaiti and Saudi soldiers aswell, voluntarily, for charity because I enjoy it and some of these people want to get mad cuz I posted a pic from my time there when I HAD to I repeaty HAD to wear the burqa because of custom. And I post the pic because I thought it was a rad picture. Not everyone goes to Saudi and wears a full burqa and I thought it was cool. And these people think I'm being disrespectful.? Get over it. There was not and has never been an ounce of disrespect toward anyone on this page. The pic was deleted to avoid controversy cuz I dont want to have to explain myself everytime someone writes something stupid. So this is the only time I'll bring this up. I've already wasted enough breath so moving onward... Im visiting the Pentagon Friday, and visiting troops in the hospital who have lost limbs and have been injured in the War. Gregory Helms and Rey came with me last time but this time its solo. So say a prayer for these guys and for me to be able to say the right words to them whatever they may be. I'm pretty sociable, most times you cant get me to shut up and I've done these a bunch of times so I'm sure it will go fine but keep us in your thoughts. AHHH I forgot to tell you, yesterday I had the trainer cut my cast off! YAY! Little early but whatev. I'm happy I can wash my hair with 2 hands again. I'm headed to the doc right now to go get xrayed and then hopefully it will be all good. Looks as though it might be out of the socket still or maybe its just going to look like I have a knuckle in the middle of my hand forever. HAHA 1 ugly hand wont kill me. K guys. I'm off. I'll be posting new pics asap. Sat West Palm and Sun Mohegan Sun, punks better be thereeeeeeeeee! Love you guys, and hey, thanks to all the people who told those idiots off about the supposed disrespectful pic. They are idiots and dont deserve to be addressed for making such a ludacris assumption but anyway, glad to see you stuck up for me. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO dirty diva post song- one day all women will become monsters- chiodos ps changed my default pic, so you can finally see how I got those cups on my head. hehe. and because Im happy today so, you get a smiley ash