Non sensical words by Ashley Hey guys Hope everybodies doing great. I'm kinda shitty today. Just had sort of a whack day. It's like sometimes everything could be moving along fine and youre happy then WHAM all the sudden everything sucks. Thats the scariest part of life I think. To know that at any given moment you could be totally heartbroken and sad due to something that is out of your control. That that will always be a possibility. As much as you feel safe in your world or your surroundings the possibility still exists that everything could be turned upside down in an instant. f..$%ing life man. ughh I think thats why so many people just shut themselves off. So they don't have to feel this rollercoaster of life. I always swear up and down I won't do it again and I won't care or get upset or feel but I always do. I'm really going to try this time. To just pick up and move on. Focus on work and nothing more. That is my one constant I suppose. And I'll just continue to work hard and focus. I feel like I've been duped. Into hoping or believing in something only to figure out it was all an illusion the whole time. I know this makes no sense at all but I wanted to just get it out of my head. So there...words. Confusing, non-sensical words. I made that last one up, or maybe I did't but I think I've heard it before. I have a PPV to get ready for, and you can believe with my heart feeling so frustrated and angry, that if I get the opportunity I will beat the living hell out of Michelle. AHHHHHHHHH I hate the world. post song- Suffocating under words of sorrow- bullet for my valentine